Anita ([info]aneeta_04) wrote,
@ 2008-05-16 12:22:00
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Entry tags:cooking, diamond, hurt

This year seems good for most of my friends in love. I know atleast 4 pairs who had been waiting for a long time to get their marriage approved by families, are now either married or getting married soon. I am happy for them, to finally witness the fruit of their long painful wait !

On the personal front, I am much better off now, I am getting back to normal and focusing on things to make myself feel good. Like last weekend, I just went out and bought a Diamond ring and a pair of Diamond studs. They arent that bright or gaudy, I wanted some simple ones so that I can wear them daily without the fear of losing something very costly. Diamond being my lucky stone, is indeed bringing some positive energy or rather this thought keeps me thinking positive. Atleast I am not thinking about my credit card bills right now !

Mom is staying with bro and me for some days. Unfortunately she got sick and she is recovering now. With mom here, I am trying to learn and expand my cooking skills. I manage cooking without a mixer usually, i.e I do not take pains to actually do the real cooking. Now the mixer here is in full use :) And mom says, I should get a hand blender and do things the traditional way, it would taste better and current_independent !

Though I earlier mentioned in one of my posts, not to forgive people, I realize I fail to hate people. I end up praying for the person who caused me so much pain to realize the mistake and get back to me. This is not ego either, I actually tried to get back to the person, mush against the advice of my friends and family. But the person is unapologetic and least bothered. Finally it hurts to realize that you were nothing to the person in the first place.




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[info]sdeepthi
2008-05-16 07:34 am UTC (link)
I was soo happy to read the first 3 paras thinking you are completely out of it n all but i was disappointed reading the last one :((

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[info]aneeta_04
2008-05-16 08:33 am UTC (link)
Dont worry, Time shall heal. The process takes time.
I know how you feel, bcos its the same feeling my friends and family share now, trying to make me feel better :)

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[info]bipin
2008-05-17 06:38 am UTC (link)
That's beautiful. You're a very strong girl, miss.
Acknowledging that it'll take time itself is the first step. And you've got your foot firmly planted there :) Take care! *hug*

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[info]aneeta_04
2008-05-17 04:51 pm UTC (link)
thank you buddy, you know what, now I seriously feel I should kick start that dairy writing you encouraged me to write some time back. There is sure, a lot of spice to add now !

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[info]raviks
2008-05-16 08:33 pm UTC (link)
I agree with Deepthi's comments..
Hope the content of the 4th paragraph change positively soon.. :)

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[info]aneeta_04
2008-05-17 04:56 pm UTC (link)
I will try to get ur hopes true !

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(Anonymous)
2008-05-21 05:10 am UTC (link)
Hey,

Even a friend of mine, has just got married after 10 years together. One of the happiest moments in my life.

The Anita whose blog I have been reading the last few years is a strong young woman, who is a doer. I am sure that you will 'rise above' the twists and turns of life; and look back at your journey one day with satisfaction.

Best wishes,
Kajana

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[info]aneeta_04
2008-05-21 06:09 am UTC (link)
thanks a lot Kajana, I hope I am really that strong.
Btw, do you have a blog, pls share the link, if you do.

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