| Anita ( @ 2008-05-16 12:22:00 |
| Current location: | B 3160 |
| Entry tags: | cooking, diamond, hurt |
This year seems good for most of my friends in love. I know atleast 4 pairs who had been waiting for a long time to get their marriage approved by families, are now either married or getting married soon. I am happy for them, to finally witness the fruit of their long painful wait !
On the personal front, I am much better off now, I am getting back to normal and focusing on things to make myself feel good. Like last weekend, I just went out and bought a Diamond ring and a pair of Diamond studs. They arent that bright or gaudy, I wanted some simple ones so that I can wear them daily without the fear of losing something very costly. Diamond being my lucky stone, is indeed bringing some positive energy or rather this thought keeps me thinking positive. Atleast I am not thinking about my credit card bills right now !
Mom is staying with bro and me for some days. Unfortunately she got sick and she is recovering now. With mom here, I am trying to learn and expand my cooking skills. I manage cooking without a mixer usually, i.e I do not take pains to actually do the real cooking. Now the mixer here is in full use :) And mom says, I should get a hand blender and do things the traditional way, it would taste better and current_independent !
Though I earlier mentioned in one of my posts, not to forgive people, I realize I fail to hate people. I end up praying for the person who caused me so much pain to realize the mistake and get back to me. This is not ego either, I actually tried to get back to the person, mush against the advice of my friends and family. But the person is unapologetic and least bothered. Finally it hurts to realize that you were nothing to the person in the first place.