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25th-Mar-2010 01:36 pm
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My state of mind is exactly like what my desk calendar shows " You can give up when something goes wrong, or you can let misfortune transform you into something better"

I am confused whether to give up or let misfortune strike. From my past experiences, I have seen misfortunes moulding me into a better person for tomorrow. However the road to recovery is not very pleasant either. I have been lucky so far not to lose sanity over this.

Now I feel,  giving up at the right moment  before letting damage in, is better than going through it. I might be harsh to myself, but I hope the aftermath of this is not that bad.

I hate when my intuitions are right especially when it is bad for me. I wish I was bad at putting things together when everything seems like a jigsaw puzzle.

I also hate looking at my desk calendar over and over again. It seems to be reflecting things running in my mind. I wish I could wrap it up and throw it inside, but for the promise I made to someone who always wished the best for me.
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25th-Mar-2010 10:47 pm (UTC)
Hope the jigsaw puzzle comes together and shows happiness for you...tough situation!
27th-Mar-2010 09:06 am (UTC)
Thank You Deponti .. Am feeling better now, indecision is sometimes good too .. destiny will unfold on its own.
25th-Mar-2010 11:40 pm (UTC)
Wow...a profound post. Something real food for thought!

It is a crossroad you are at when you have to decide if to give up or take on the misfortune lurking close-by. Hope your puzzles get solved with either decision you have made.
27th-Mar-2010 09:06 am (UTC)
Thank You Aparna.. Sometimes indecision also works great :)
28th-Mar-2010 01:41 pm (UTC)
Personally, indecision has only helped chose the worse of the alternatives for me.. I have chosen and ended up in pain, only to discover that I would have had greater pain if I had not chosen at all! I guess in a way, I'm a chosen one too, to experience pain, and probably come to liking it.
29th-Mar-2010 09:01 am (UTC)
I think you are quite right about the indecision thing. Somtimes its very difficult to define the trade off between indecision and a haste decision, especially haste decision when it comes to something like giving up .
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